I'm finished! I'm finished! I'm finished!
And that's all I have to say about that.
Friday, November 24, 2006
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
What having finished means
I'm three days shy of finishing my degree. In the words of the fabulous Bethany, this is what it means:
I don't have to spend 12hours/day at the lab. I don't have to sit in front of the computer for 3 of the hours that I am at home. I don't have to study on weekends. I can go out. I can read FICTION, and watch movies, and go shopping (window-shopping if finances are strained). I can have HOLIDAYS. Think about it - real people in real jobs get four weeks of holidays a year. I've had squat, so far. So, four weeks gets me to Christmas, and I can think about it after that. I can put my creativity to good use making Christmas cards or presents. I could earn money from my folks from doing household tasks that they haven't got time to do. (I said 'could', not that I have to, or that I would enjoy it.)
What else finished means: I've earned my degree. They will give me a piece of paper next April. I will get to wear a funny hat while they do it.
And as for next year? Well, I can choose. And if I get it "wrong" (but how will I know, I mean, really KNOW - maybe if it's not what I want, then that's just what has to happen for me to realise that that's not what I want. Nobody lives a perfect, mistake-free life.) then I can choose again, differently. And not making a choice is still choosing. Stuff will happen, regardless of whether I make a choice, but if I do something it will influence the stuff that happens.
I don't have to spend 12hours/day at the lab. I don't have to sit in front of the computer for 3 of the hours that I am at home. I don't have to study on weekends. I can go out. I can read FICTION, and watch movies, and go shopping (window-shopping if finances are strained). I can have HOLIDAYS. Think about it - real people in real jobs get four weeks of holidays a year. I've had squat, so far. So, four weeks gets me to Christmas, and I can think about it after that. I can put my creativity to good use making Christmas cards or presents. I could earn money from my folks from doing household tasks that they haven't got time to do. (I said 'could', not that I have to, or that I would enjoy it.)
What else finished means: I've earned my degree. They will give me a piece of paper next April. I will get to wear a funny hat while they do it.
And as for next year? Well, I can choose. And if I get it "wrong" (but how will I know, I mean, really KNOW - maybe if it's not what I want, then that's just what has to happen for me to realise that that's not what I want. Nobody lives a perfect, mistake-free life.) then I can choose again, differently. And not making a choice is still choosing. Stuff will happen, regardless of whether I make a choice, but if I do something it will influence the stuff that happens.
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